デタラメな愛情に喉が乾く
Detaramena aijou ni nodo ga kawaku
A thirst for this love full of senselessness
汚らわしくも思えた意識の中で
Kegarawashiku mo omoeta ishiki no naka de
My consciousness seems to be full of filth
息が詰まる程に欲してたのは
Iki ga tsumaru hodo ni hoshiteta no wa
Iki ga tsumaru hodo ni hoshiteta no wa
Until I no longer breathed, I wished
その目に隠したまま私を抱く「本性」
Sono me ni kakushita mama watashi wo idaku "honshou"
Sono me ni kakushita mama watashi wo idaku "honshou"
that you would hide my "true nature" in your eyes.
*
蝶のように羽を広げていたつもり
Chou no you ni hane wo hirogeteita tsumori
I wanted to spread my wings like a butterfly,
今宵も此処は蜘蛛の巣?
Koyoi mo koko wa kumo no su?
Koyoi mo koko wa kumo no su?
but is your web also awaiting me tonight?
*
口から零れた躊躇いに
Kuchi kara koboreta tamerai ni
The hesitation flowing from my mouth
もうこれ以上触れないで My darling
Mou kore ijou furenaide My darling
Mou kore ijou furenaide My darling
Don't allude to it anymore, my darling
漏れる息塞ぐ愛撫
Moreru iki fusagu aibu
Moreru iki fusagu aibu
A caress that traps my breath
剥き出しの本能じゃ罠に堕ちる
Mukidashi no honnou ja wana ni ochiru
Mukidashi no honnou ja wana ni ochiru
My naked instinct falls into your trap.
*
デタラメな愛情に喉が乾く
Detaramena aijou ni nodo ga kawaku
A thirst for this love full of senselessness
今更捨てれるモノなんて疑い抱く「本性」くらい
Imasara sutereru mono nante utagai daku "honshou" kurai
Imasara sutereru mono nante utagai daku "honshou" kurai
After so long, I'm able to rid myself of my "true nature", which I had once doubted.
*
蝶のように羽を広げていたつもり
Chou no you ni hane wo hirogeteita tsumori
I wanted to spread my wings like a butterfly,
今宵も此処は蜘蛛の巣?
Koyoi mo koko wa kumo no su?
Koyoi mo koko wa kumo no su?
but is your web also awaiting me tonight?
*
快楽ばかりじゃ笑えない
Kairaku bakari ja waraenai
It's just a pleasure, so I can't laugh.
目を逸らさず突き刺して My darling
Me wo sorasazu tsukisashite My darling
Me wo sorasazu tsukisashite My darling
You pierce through me with relentless eyes, my darling
いつだって最後に残るのは
Itsudatte saigo ni nokoru no wa
Itsudatte saigo ni nokoru no wa
The last thing that remains
作り笑みが見せる僅かな夢
Tsukuriemi ga miseru wazukana yume
Tsukuriemi ga miseru wazukana yume
will be your smirk seen within a small dream.
*
君よ、このまま・・・
Kimi yo, kono mama...
You, just like that...
ただ蝶のように羽を広げていたつもりが
Tada chou no you ni hane wo hirogeteita tsumori ga
I just wanted to spread my wings like a butterfly,
落下するまで気付かず
Rakka suru made kidzukazu
Rakka suru made kidzukazu
but I didn't realize it until I fell.
*
泡のように弾けた
Awa no you ni hajiketa
Bursting like bubbles,
僅かな夢は花火に似てる
Wazukana yume wa hanabi ni niteru
Wazukana yume wa hanabi ni niteru
my small dreams resemble fireworks.
そう夏の終わり告げるように
Sou natsu no owari tsugeru you ni
Sou natsu no owari tsugeru you ni
As if announcing the end of summer,
鮮やかに寂しげに咲く
Azayaka ni sabishige ni saku
Azayaka ni sabishige ni saku
they bloom vividly in loneliness.
*
口から零れた躊躇いに
Kuchi kara koboreta tamerai ni
Kuchi kara koboreta tamerai ni
The hesitation flowing from my mouth
もうこれ以上触れないで My darling
Mou kore ijou furenaide My darling
Mou kore ijou furenaide My darling
Don't allude to it anymore, my darling
漏れる息塞ぐ愛撫
Moreru iki fusagu aibu
Moreru iki fusagu aibu
A caress that traps my breath
断ち切れぬ私は「本性」を隠す
Tachikirenu watashi wa "honshou" wo kakusu
Without totally cutting it off, I'm hiding my "true nature."

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