Hello my dear, kill me gently
A burned body doesn't leave you
救えないと嘆くなら 死さえ見ただろう？
Sukuenai to nageku nara shisae mita darou
Maybe it would make you sad if you couldn't save me, if you were to see me die?
その呼吸のざらつきは 偽演ととれないか？
Sono kokyuu no zaratsuki wa gien to torenai ka?
Should I interpret your difficulty breathing as just a lie, a farce?
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降るしくきる「軋む音」に震えが止まぬ
Furushiku kiru "kishimu ne" ni furue ga yamanu
The "creaking sounds" fall all around me, my trembling won't stop
脳で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を
Nou de rikaishi tsudzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo
My brain keeps trying to comprehend the pain of this isolation
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Die for me... You can't save it
Is it wrong? 答えてみせて
Is it wrong? Kotaete misete
Is it wrong? Show me the answer
ほらゆらゆらゆら とその目揺らして
Hora yura yura yura to sono me yurashita
Wavering back and forth and your eyes follow me as I sway
流す涙に嘘は無いと
Nagasu namida ni uso wa nai to
Those falling tears can't be a lie
My hand...eyes...mind...and breath
最後に残るのは
Saigo ni nokoru no wa
In the end, all that's left
焼け爛れて腐り果てた記録と
Yake tadarete kusari hateta kiroku to
is a record of a flourishing despair
子も救えぬ残骸
Ko mo sukuenu zangai
and a child who wasn't saved from the havoc
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取り乱す被写体の影
Torimidasu hishatai no kage
Scattering the figure's shadow
憎悪と恐怖は叫び合って
Zouo to kyoufu wa sakebi atte
Hatred and terror met within a scream
剥がれ落ちた愛情に
Hagare ochita aijou ni
Affection is stripped away
何故この体まで朽ち果てる
Naze kono karada made kuchi hateru
Why does my body have to rot away with it?
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赤く笑う闇の中で
Akaku warau yami no naka de
Every time I take a breath,
息を吐く度に零れた
Iki wo tsuku tabi ni koboreta
the darkness overflows in a crimson laugh
救いようの無い言葉は
Sukui you no nai kotoba wa
Those helpless words
その「憎悪」とよく似ている
Sono "zouo" to yoku niteiru
often sound a lot like "hatred"
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降るしくきる「軋む音」に震えが止まぬ
Furushiku kiru "kishimu ne" ni furue ga yamanu
The "creaking sounds" fall all around me, my trembling won't stop
脳で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を
Nou de rikaishi tsudzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo
My brain keeps trying to comprehend the pain of this isolation
＊
Hello my dear, kill me gently
A burned body doesn't leave you
産声と悲鳴知る耳に 願いよ届け深き底へ
Ubugoe to himei shiru mimi ni negai yo todoke fukeki sokoe
Let my prayers reach the depth of ears that can understand a baby's cries and screams
どうかどうかかその潤む目に
Douka douka ka sono urumu me ni
Somehow, somehow, even though nothing is reflected there
映り込まぬように沈めて
Utsurikomanu you ni shizumete
You were able to sink into my wet eyes
深く・・・ 二度とこの身に触れぬよう
Fukaku... Nidoto kono mimi ni furenu you
Deep... This corpse will never feel anything again
そして笑うその歪な思いでも
Soshite warau sono ibitsu na omoi demo
except the feeling of your twisted ridicule
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Forget me... You can't save it
Is it wrong? 答えてみせて
Is it wrong? Kotaete misete
Is it wrong? Show me the answer
ほらゆらゆらゆら とその目揺らして
Hora yura yura yura to sono me yurashita
Wavering back and forth and your eyes follow me as I sway
流す涙が全て嘘と
Nagasu namida ga subete uso to
Everything about those falling tears is a lie
My hand...eyes...mind...and breath
最後の置き去りは
Saigo no okizari wa
All that's left behind in the end is
焼け爛れて腐り果てた記憶と
Yake tadarete kusari hateta kioku to
the memory of flourishing despair and corruption,
子も愛せぬ揺篭
Ko mo aisenu yurikago
and a cradle with an unloved child.
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